just came back from my rendevous with Queenie =)
i like talking to Queenie cause somehow it just feels kinda therapeutic
now im confused.
i dunno if i should buy the Guess bag or the Miss Sixty purse!
awww...
i'll leave that for the future to think abt
oh i talked to *ahem* on sunday night
& i dunno why im publicising it but oh..
i drank before that & i was like crying & laughing on the phone cause i realised i missed him soooo fuckin' much! but nth's gonna happen i so fuckin' swear.
well he doesnt read my blog anyway.
he'll only ask for the blog add once in awhile & read it once & forget i even have a blog.
damn, my L1R5's sky high.
its like so high i cant even sit on it to keep it low
im depressed!
if i cant get into acjc for 1st six weeks im just not goin' to jc for 1st six weeks
i know it sounds pretty stupid & min was scolding me just now cause of that but, like, its been my dream since like, sec1 or sth to go there!
i really really wanna do well for O's so i can like get into njc or at least acjc
im so fuckin' afraid i'd screw up
oh there was once an inspirational speaker who came to talk to us after sch & the talk was pretty fine, tho i was bein' irritating at the back of the hall. im sorry abt that.
& i wanna be *hehs* - its too obscene to be said here =)
